... Small update....

Loong time no writing so 1st of all some update of 2010 :)

January

I finally made the worst exam (for me) – advanced microeconomics, what allowed me to come a step closer to finish my studies this June!!

I also facilitated at Czech leadership conference (yes.. again.. :P) with very loose and flexible concept for different level and interest of delegates. It was 1^st time tried this way in Czech republic.. It was very interesting and powerful. For facis more demanding on backstage coordination a preparation though, but then easier during the process. Great and enriching experience! Especially because of co-facis and co-creators Mena, Mojco and Juro!! thank you guys really!!

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And I met so many alumni, and reconnected with people here- was nice, really nice!!! Alumni corner at MCP election, there were 2 more rows full of alumni (unfortunately I dont have a picture:-/ )

And even nicer was to be 1^st time at a Czceh national conference with my sister, and to see her winning several leadership and project awards and being proud as never before!!!!! :)

Yes.. 2 Pospisilovas at one place.. you can imagine :)

After this I told myself it was the last event…. Not for long that time anyway ;)……

February

My sisters team finally got through their education project "Edison" 7 interns to Prague. For the trainees the project started with special preparation week full of trainings, feedbacks, get to know etc.. I promised to Edison to do for them outdoor teambuilding and seminar for facilitating and presentation skills (a.k.a. TTT :)

The great thing was I had a co-faci for this preparation week- Mira (Jankas boyfriend- Janina including the whole family, huh?? :P) and I am amazingly thankful for his help, support, feedback and great job!!!

Some days before coming to Prague, being at teamleaders national conference and doing trainings on planning, project management and teamleading, I hated myself for putting myself AGAIN into so many responsibilities, thinking “when the hell I would start to write my thesis????”

Nevertheless the following event with the project was maximally interesting,

Not many of the trainees had long @ XP and the work with them was very different. The approach, attitudes, working endurance, language (we do not consider much how specific our vocabulary is- and I do not count abbreviations at all!) .. So- new experience for me.

Outdoor games in the center if Prague! :)

I totally DO NOT regret I did it! Not at all!!!!! (and btw I again confirmed to myself how much I can be effective the more things I have and how much I love to be overloaded!! :))

From that time I refused all “offers” to facilitate/ chair/ train to focus on my studies. (Yes was very hard to say “No”, but it turned out that it was good decision though..)

March

I started to write my thesis- about strategic analysis of a company- it is for my dads business – hopefully with practical use after I finish.

Sincerely I am pretty much into it, I love to get to know more about the market and the business, searching for the opportunities, analyzing the company from all sides.

Only thing killing me is the theoretical part..:-S... for that I have not much motivation neither energy and it s going soooo sloooooooow.. I need to read a lot, whatis really inetersting and cool but..the more I read the more I get confused and disperse and lost :-S…..

Anyway I need to finish by end of April so hard weeks and days are coming…

Beside that I need to finish 3 more courses and do the state final exam, that will be held in June- 1^st week..

so if everything goes well I should be finished soon.. VEERYYY SOOON.. my god….Scary.. isn’t that?? :-O

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Random corner :):

I started to learn salsa, with some friends we go once, sometimes twice a week for lessons and we learn beside salsa also bachata and merengue.For me it is kind of “keeping alive” my latino soul, and I usually come very happy from the lessons :)..

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Other thing form my life.. but very important is that - although I have many things to do, it does not fulfill me at all.. Reading my blog from last years I realized how I was happy and enthusiastic, when I saw some impact of my (bullshit - our!) work on people´s life.. Now I do not see any impact around, this academic life impacting me does not help at all, cause it is “only me”..too little.. I feel useless and what is even worse that I do not do anything about that with the excuse “I have my thesis, I cannot start doing anything else to not to be dispersed”…

..so I m in the circle but with the strong motivation to concentrate all my energy to finish this university stuff and start to create value in this world ;)..

What it will be concretely? I have several ideas and I will decide soon.. all of them are interesting for me and challenge me a lot. Actually all of them can be realized, the decision will be more about their order ;)… Getting excited to write about that in June :).